Monday, March 22, 2010

Looped

Who are you?
What are you doing?
What do you want?
Stop. And...

That's the loop that repeats over and over in my head as I walk.  Every eight steps it repeats.

Right now, I can't seem to answer those questions.  I can answer others easily, though:
Who do you love? My family. 
What would you do for them?  Anything.

But the other questions, the ME questions?  I'm so fuzzy right now.  DespondentAngrySadFrustratedBoredConfused and fuzzy.

Who are you?
What are you doing?
What do you want?
Stop. And...

I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
Stop.  And...

Stop. And...

And...

And...

2 comments:

Anne said...

I totally get this post. Totally. I am in the same place, having a hard time answering the ME questions.

I meant to do this last week but never got around to it: I have awarded you with the Stiletto Award! See my post about it for more details! Congrats!
http://alloftheaboveonline.blogspot.com/2010/03/march-madness-my-first-stilettos.html

WildThingsMom said...

I know who you are: beautiful, amazing and compassionate. You are one of the most loving people I have ever known, Court. ((hugs))